Noharaki

I wanted a change in my name..wait can it be changed nowadays without chancing your account..? ..Well I've already made new account so.. And plus, I've already made great art there, so go and check it out people

throw me some ideas?


It starts to seem like I failed with getting a summerjob for at least two months OTL I've had this idea of trying to do voluntary work but preferred to see if I did get a job that I actually get paid off. But, I wasn't lucky this year(?) OTL

it's so weird that high school ended *spends a little moment of nostalgy *
_{fuck, my English's getting rusty and my brains revert when not in so intensive use OTL OTL}

*cough*

My God, I should just get a spine and ask for THAT voluntary work. I just hope they have places.



I had a crush. I pondered for about a month what to do but finally today, I confessed. I got rejected. Just before and after hearing the answer I cried almost non stop and shivered and felt like I was going to throw up.

BUT DAMN I'M ALREADY FEELING SO MUCH BETTER b *thumbs up *


(and yes I wrote this journal to feel better)

For came to rescue with her ultimate it-powers and tablet started working again~*

_{actually it didn't start working by her persistent it-instruction but when she got run out of ideas and desperate, she told me half-joking to plug the tablet into USB again and then start Gimp again..then it started to work  l'D}

AAAGH I want to make decent fanart ;A;

-of Beast from The Beauty and the Beast (just watched the movie again since childhood, Beast was way too cute <3)
-of some of dAs artists' ocs
-of Kamina
-of -WAIT I HAVE TO LEAVE OR MY BUSS WILL LEAVE WITHOUT ME FUUUUUUU D''8

Todays thoughts of mine:

Hey, I'm finally getting used to tablet. Actually, it's kinda fun to draw and color with it! Even though I don't have pressure sensitivity. Maybe I should still try to get it? Just uninstall programs (pressure sensitivity program that never worked, Gimp and tablet driver) and install again! Yeah, I'm so going to try! : D yay!

*does the work and opens Gimp*

...it didn't got pressure sensitivity. It doesn't even surprise me but..IT DOESN'T EVEN DRAW ANY MORE WITH TABLET??? *tries mouse* IT WORKS WITH GOD DAMN MOUSE "¤#%/"%/"%/¤" WHYYYYYYYY

Okay, it's time. No point delaying it any more. I'll start reading history for baccalaureate U____U This means coffee will accompany me till March because there is around 1000 pages to go through and and I'm slow and I can't learn anything if I don't make LOTS of notes... OTL But at least I'm not trying to get L or E. I'm fine with M or C. I'd like to take part in the short Russian baccalaureate too but reading for that AND history at the same time sounds..suicidal.  

OH HEY YEAH apart from school and stress, I have to recommend you a movie called The thief and the cobbler (recobbled cut) Some of the scenes are not completely finished but but it's so fucking awesome. Pure eye candy if I may say so <3 (no, not talking about fanservice sorry :'D) The beginning is dull when there's the man telling the background story but the rest is cool. Especially the ending "battle" 8)